==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう (I was here to tell you みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were here to tell why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo ano toki no kimochi de itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru kotoba mo, kono ni wa nakatta darou na Michiteite, kokoro wa itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no toki sei ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo dake mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai wo sagasu Aisareru, sono tame dake yasashisa wa aru to koto mo naku, sore wo hito to yonda Aishiteiru to iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni Kokoro ga itsuka uso tsuku no wo boku wa dokoka de shitteita no "Motto jibun wo suki ni tte kurai hito ni yasashii kimi e Jibun no tame ni kokoro, nokotteiru no? Boku wa dame nano, boku no kokoro, boku dake no tame tsukau mono nano boku wo naze itoshiku omoeru no? (Koraete, afurete) Kimi mabuta wa boku ga jibun no tame ni Itsumo wo tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no kuru mae kara wakatteita) Kamisama wa shiteta, subete, kounaru koto Soshite kimi no hitomi tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa no koto wo Dareyori, nani yori, ichiban suki nano Sorenano ni, sorenano ni, kimi no kodoba wa iu konna boku ni Dareyori, yori, boku ga itoshii to iu Kimi wa wo yasashisa to yobu kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame ni atta wa itsumo Doredake no jibun aisetadarou no itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa itsumo Doredake no aisetadarou Kotoba wa sono hito ni utsushigateta Kamisama wa naze konna chikaku ni kotoba wo Kokoro wa itsumo, ni kakure damatteta wa naze konna fukaku ni kokoro wo tsukutta no? to kotoba ga kasanattetara, hitotsu ni nattara Ikutsu no kimi no kanashii uso ga yasashii iro ni nattetarou Minna sou was here to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" ga iru Jaa sono (You were here) "dareka" (to me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? Kimi wa sou kitto sou, "jibun yori suki na ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa yo, "jibun yori suki na kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga no tame ni nagasu namida, sorekoso ga ai no sonzai no akashi da wo oshietekureta no wa kimi da, kimi ga tsukutta boku no kokoro wa "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ima wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni Ikiteku koto dato, sore ga nanda to Boku wa sore yasashisa to, yobu koto wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame ni atta wa kitto Sonna wo aishita no darou Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni nareru Boku wa doredake no wo aiseru kana? Naiteta ne, kimi wa naiteta kokoro ga "naite" to sakebu mama Boku wo ni naranai you ni, sou inoru you ni Kimi wa aishitane, hito aishita ne, kokoro ga kare sou ni naru made Kimi no bun made, boku no tame, made Aishiteru to iu koe ga, you ni kikoeta Kokoro itsuka hito wo sukuu no wo kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If we always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful might never come to be Our hearts, full of love or are always Pushing someone away, pulling close again, and someday blaming it on the moment away the faces of the ones we hurt, we search again for love We are kind because we want to be loved We do it shamelessly, that is what being human Your voice saying, love you," sounded like a crying whisper Somehow I knew that one day the heart woud be to itself You're so kind to others that I can't help but want to care more about yourself Do you have enough heart left in for yourself? I'm no good, my heart, it's my heart and I use only for myself. How can you someone like me? Everytime I for my own sake All did was allow tears to fall from your eyes knew that everything would happen and so he gave open eyes And then I realized that more than anyone, than anything I myself was the one I held the Despite that, despite all of that, your words a person like me They tell me that you loved me more than more than anything You didn't even that that was called kindness Your heart had always, always been there for someone else's sake, how much have you been able to love yourself? I was treated to gently, kindly how much was I able to love someone else? They say that reflect how a person really is. Why did god decide to make these words close? Our are always hiding silently behind our words. Why did god us with our hearts so deep inside of us? If words and the heart in sync, if they became one Just many of the sorrowful lies I spoke to you would be turned into a gentle love? Everyone's same; we all have "someone" just for us So why does that not exist for me? Because there is "someone you love more than you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you more than myself. I like the way am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the evidence of existence of love The person who taught me that you, you who created my heart "Who was this all for? It was for myself," I can say it Because is what living is, that is what being human is I will no longer call kindness Your heart, which had always been for for someone else's sake, must have loved yourself well Will I be able to love someday, can become someone like you? How much will I be able to that "someone"? You cried, you cried as your heart screamed for you to cry As if it was praying so that you wouldn't hate me You you loved someone, so much that you let your heart wither You even let wither voice saying, "I love you," sounded like a crying whisper if you'd always known that our hearts would be the only thing to save us