==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう (I was here to tell you みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were to tell me why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka aiseta ano toki no kimochi de itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru kotoba mo, kono yo ni wa nakatta darou Michiteite, kareteite, kokoro itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no no sei ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo ni mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai wo sagasu Aisareru, sono tame dake ni yasashisa wa aru Hazukashigaru koto mo sore wo hito to yonda Aishiteiru to iu koe ga, you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka uso wo tsuku no wo boku dokoka de shitteita no "Motto jibun wo suki ni nare" tte kurai hito ni yasashii kimi Jibun no tame ni kokoro, nokotteiru no? Boku wa dame boku no kokoro, boku dake no tame ni tsukau mono nano Konna boku wo naze itoshiku no? (Koraete, koraete, Kimi mabuta wa boku ga jibun no tame ni Itsumo uso wo tsukutabi, tada kobosu no (Umarete kuru mae wakatteita) Kamisama shiteta, subete, kounaru koto ga Soshite kimi hitomi ookiku tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa no koto wo Dareyori, nani yori, ichiban suki wo Sorenano ni, sorenano ni, kimi no iu wa iu konna boku ni nani yori, boku ga itoshii to iu Kimi wa sore wo yasashisa to kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka tame ni atta kokoro wa itsumo Doredake jibun wo aisetadarou Boku no itsudatte boku wa itsumo Doredake "dareka" aisetadarou Kotoba wa itsumo sono ni utsushigateta Kamisama naze konna chikaku ni kotoba wo tsukuttano? Kokoro itsumo, kotoba ni kakure damatteta Kamisama wa naze konna fukaku kokoro wo tsukutta no? Kokoro to ga kasanattetara, hitotsu ni nattara Ikutsu no kimi e no kanashii uso ga yasashii iro ni Minna sou (I was to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" ga iru Jaa sono (You were here) "dareka" (to tell me why) tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? Kimi wa sou sou, "jibun yori suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, "jibun suki na kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito no tame ni nagasu sorekoso ga ai no sonzai no akashi da Sore wo oshietekureta no wa kimi kimi ga tsukutta boku no kokoro wa no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ni" ima wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni Ikiteku dato, sore ga hito nanda to Boku wa sore wo yasashisa yobu koto wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame atta kokoro wa kitto Sonna jibun wo aishita no Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi you ni nareru kana? Boku wa doredake no wo aiseru kana? Naiteta ne, kimi wa naiteta kokoro ga "naite" to sakebu mama Boku wo kirai ni naranai ni, sou inoru you ni Kimi wa aishitane, hito wo ne, kokoro ga kare sou ni naru made Kimi no bun made, boku tame, kareru made Aishiteru to iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni Kokoro ga itsuka hito wo sukuu no kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If we always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful might never come to be Our full of love or withered, are always Pushing someone away, pulling them close again, someday blaming it on the moment Blurring away the faces of the ones we hurt, search again for love We are only kind we want to be loved We do it shamelessly, that is what being human Your voice saying, love you," sounded like a crying whisper I knew that one day the heart woud be untrue to itself You're kind to others that I can't help but want you to care more about yourself Do you have enough heart left you for yourself? I'm good, my heart, it's my heart and I use it only for myself. How can you love someone me? Everytime I lied for own sake All you did was allow tears to from your eyes God knew that would happen and so he you open eyes And then I realized that more than anyone, than anything I myself was the one I held dearest Despite that, despite all of that, your tell a person like me They tell me that you loved me than anyone, more than anything You didn't even know that that was kindness Your heart had always, always been for there for someone sake, But how much have you been able love yourself? I treated to gently, too kindly But how much was I able love someone else? They say words reflect how a person really is. Why did decide to make these words so close? Our hearts are always hiding silently our words. Why did god create us our hearts so deep inside of us? If words and the heart were sync, if they became one Just how many of the sorrowful lies I spoke to you would be into a gentle love? Everyone's the same; all have "someone" just for us So why does "someone" not exist for me? Because there is "someone you love more yourself", you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you more than I like the way I am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the of the existence of love The person who taught me that was you, you who created heart "Who was this for? It was for myself," I can say it now Because that is what living is, that is what being is will no longer call it kindness Your heart, which had always been for there someone else's sake, must have loved yourself as Will I be able love someday, can I become someone like you? How much will I be able to love that You cried, cried as if your heart screamed for you to cry As if it was praying so hard that you hate me You loved, you loved someone, so that you let your heart wither You even let wither Your voice saying, "I love you," like a crying whisper As if you'd always that our hearts would be the only thing to save us