==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう was here to tell you why) みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You were here to tell why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo aiseta ano no kimochi de itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru mo, kono yo ni wa nakatta darou na kareteite, kokoro wa itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no toki no ni shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo ni dake mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai sagasu Aisareru, sono tame dake ni wa aru to Hazukashigaru koto mo naku, sore wo hito to Aishiteiru to iu koe ga, you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka uso wo tsuku no wo boku wa dokoka de shitteita "Motto jibun wo suki ni nare" tte kurai hito ni yasashii e Jibun no tame ni tsukau kokoro, nokotteiru Boku wa dame nano, boku no kokoro, boku dake no tame ni mono nano Konna boku wo itoshiku omoeru no? (Koraete, afurete) Kimi no mabuta wa boku ga jibun no tame uso wo tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no (Umarete kuru mae kara Kamisama wa shiteta, subete, kounaru koto kimi no hitomi ookiku tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, shitteita no, itsudemo boku wa boku no wo Dareyori, nani yori, suki nano wo Sorenano ni, ni, kimi no iu kodoba wa iu konna boku ni Dareyori, nani yori, boku ga to iu Kimi wa sore wo to yobu kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame atta kokoro wa itsumo Doredake no jibun aisetadarou no itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa itsumo Doredake no aisetadarou Kotoba wa sono hito ni utsushigateta Kamisama wa naze konna chikaku ni kotoba wo Kokoro wa itsumo, kotoba ni damatteta Kamisama naze konna fukaku ni kokoro wo tsukutta no? Kokoro to kotoba ga kasanattetara, hitotsu ni Ikutsu no kimi e kanashii uso ga yasashii iro ni nattetarou Minna sou (I was here to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni itsumo "dareka" iru Jaa sono (You were here) (to tell me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? Kimi wa kitto sou, "jibun yori suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, yori suki na kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito no tame ni nagasu namida, ga ai no sonzai no akashi da Sore wo oshietekureta no wa kimi da, kimi tsukutta boku no kokoro wa "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no ni" ima wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni koto dato, sore ga hito nanda to Boku wa sore wo yasashisa yobu koto wa mou shinai yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame ni atta kokoro wa Sonna jibun wo aishita no Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni kana? Boku doredake no "dareka" wo aiseru kana? Naiteta kimi wa naiteta ne, kokoro ga "naite" to sakebu mama Boku wo kirai ni you ni, sou inoru you ni Kimi wa aishitane, hito wo aishita ne, kokoro ga kare sou ni naru Kimi no bun boku no tame, kareru made to iu koe ga, naiteiru you ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka hito wo no wo kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If we could always remember how it feels to love Hurtful words might never come to Our hearts, of love or withered, are always Pushing someone pulling them close again, and someday blaming it on the moment away the faces of the ones we hurt, we search again for love We are only kind because want to be loved We do it shamelessly, that is what being is Your saying, "I love you," sounded like a crying whisper Somehow I knew one day the heart woud be untrue to itself You're so kind others that I can't help but want you to care more about yourself Do you have enough heart left in you for I'm no good, my heart, it's my heart and I use it for myself. can you love someone like me? Everytime I lied for my sake All you did was allow tears to from your eyes God knew everything would happen and so he gave you open And then I realized that more than anyone, than anything I myself was the one I held dearest that, despite all of that, your words tell a person like me They tell me you loved me more than anyone, more than anything You didn't even know that was called kindness Your heart had always, always been for there for someone sake, how much have you been able to love yourself? I was treated to gently, kindly But much was I able to love someone else? They say that words how a person really is. Why did decide to make these words so close? Our hearts are always hiding silently behind our Why did god create us with hearts so deep inside of us? If words and the heart were in sync, if they became Just how many of the sorrowful lies I spoke to would be turned into a gentle love? Everyone's the same; we all "someone" just for us So why does that "someone" not exist for Because there is "someone you love more than yourself", you yourself I can say it now, that I like you more than myself. I like way I am now. The tears that are shed when someone cries for another, that is the evidence of the existence of The person who me that was you, you who created my heart "Who was this all for? It was for myself," I say it now that is what living is, that is what being human is I will no longer call kindness heart, which had always been for there for someone else's sake, must loved yourself as well Will I be able to love someday, can I become someone you? How will I be able to love that "someone"? You cried, you cried as if your heart screamed for to cry As if it was praying so hard you wouldn't hate me You loved, you loved someone, much that you let your heart wither You even let yourself Your voice saying, love you," sounded like a crying whisper As if you'd always known that hearts would be the only thing to save us