==Kanji== 誰かを愛せたあの時の気持ちでいつもいれたら 誰かを傷つける言葉もこの世にはなかっただろうなあ 満ちていて 枯れていて 心はいつも誰かを つきはなして また求めて いつも時のせいにして 傷つけてきた人の顔にだけモザイクをかけて また心は愛を探す 愛されるそのためだけに優しさはあると 恥ずかしがることもなく それを人と呼んだ 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか嘘を つくのを 僕はどこかで知っていたの もっと自分を好きになれ ってくらい人に優しい君へ 自分のために使う心 残ってるの? 僕はダメなの 僕の心 僕だけのために使うものなの こんな僕をなぜ愛しく 思えるの? (堪えて こらえて あふれて) 君のまぶたは 僕が 自分のために いつも 嘘をつくたび ただ涙こぼすの (生まれて くる前からわかっていた) 神様は知ってた 全て こうなることを そして 君の瞳大きく作ったの そこから見ていたの 知ってたの いつでも僕は僕のことを 誰より何より 一番好きなのを それなのに それなのに 君の言葉は言う こんな僕に 誰より何より 僕が愛しいと言う 君はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことさえ知らずに 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はいつも どれだけの自分を愛せただろう 僕に いつだって優しくしすぎていた僕はいつも どれだけの「誰かを」愛せただろう 言葉は いつもその人を映したがってた 神様は なぜこんな近くに言葉を作ったの? 心は いつも言葉に隠れ黙ってた 神様は なぜこんな深くに心を作ったの? 心と言葉が重なってたら 一つになったら いくつの君への悲しい 嘘が優しい色になってたろう (I here to tell you why) みんなそう 自分の ためだけにいつも「誰か」がいる (You here to tell me why) じゃあその「誰か」の ためにはなんで僕はいないの? 君はそう きっとそう 「自分より好きな人がいる」自分が好きなの 今は 言えるよ 「自分より好きな君がいる」今の僕が好き 人が人のために流す涙 それこそが愛の存在の証だ それを教えてくれたのは君だ 君が作った僕の心は 「誰がために それが僕のために」今は言えるそれがありのままに 生きてくことだと それが人なんだと 僕はそれを優しさと 呼ぶことはもうしないよ 君の いつだって誰かのためにあった心はきっと そんな自分を愛したのだろう 僕も いつかは愛せるかな 君のようになれるかな 僕は どれだけの「誰かを」愛せるかな 泣いたね 君は泣いたね 心が「泣いて」と叫ぶまま 僕を嫌いにならないように そう祈るように 君は愛したね 人を愛したね 心が枯れそうになるまで 君の分まで 君のため 枯れるまで 愛しているという声が 泣いているように聞こえた 心がいつか人を 救うのを 君はいつでも 知っていたの ==Romaji== Dareka wo aiseta ano toki no kimochi itsumo iretara Dareka wo kizutsukeru kotoba mo, kono yo ni wa darou na Michiteite, kokoro wa itsumo dareka wo Tsukihanashite mata motomete, itsumo no toki no sei shite Kizutsuketeta hito no kawo ni dake mozaiku wo kakete, mata kokoro wa ai wo Aisareru, sono tame dake yasashisa wa aru to koto mo naku, sore wo hito to yonda Aishiteiru to iu koe ga, naiteiru ni kikoeta Kokoro ga itsuka uso wo tsuku no wo wa dokoka de shitteita no jibun wo suki ni nare" tte kurai hito ni yasashii kimi e Jibun no tame tsukau kokoro, nokotteiru no? wa dame nano, boku no kokoro, boku dake no tame ni tsukau mono nano Konna boku wo naze itoshiku omoeru (Koraete, koraete, Kimi no mabuta boku ga jibun no tame ni uso wo tsukutabi, tada namida kobosu no (Umarete mae kara wakatteita) Kamisama wa subete, kounaru koto ga Soshite kimi no hitomi tsukkutetano Sorekara miteita no, no, itsudemo boku wa boku no koto wo nani yori, ichiban suki nano wo Sorenano ni, sorenano ni, kimi no iu kodoba wa iu konna ni Dareyori, yori, boku ga itoshii to iu Kimi wa sore wo yasashisa to kotosae shirazu ni Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no ni atta kokoro wa itsumo Doredake no jibun wo no itsudatte yasashisugiteita boku wa itsumo no "dareka" aisetadarou Kotoba itsumo sono hito ni utsushigateta Kamisama naze konna chikaku ni kotoba wo tsukuttano? Kokoro wa itsumo, ni kakure damatteta wa naze konna fukaku ni kokoro wo tsukutta no? Kokoro to kotoba ga kasanattetara, ni nattara Ikutsu no e no kanashii uso ga yasashii iro ni nattetarou Minna sou (I was here to), jibun (tell you why) no tamedake ni "dareka" ga iru Jaa sono (You were "dareka" (to tell me why) no tame ni wa nande boku wa inai no? wa sou kitto sou, "jibun yori suki na hito ga iru" jibun ga suki nano Ima wa ieru yo, "jibun yori na kimi ga iru", ima no boku ga suki Hito ga ito tame ni nagasu namida, sorekoso ga ai no sonzai no akashi da Sore wo oshietekureta no wa kimi da, kimi ga tsukutta boku no kokoro "Dareka no tame ni sore ga boku no tame ni" wa ieru sore ga ari no mama ni Ikiteku koto sore ga hito nanda to Boku wa sore wo yasashisa to, yobu koto wa mou yo Kimi no Itsudatte dareka no tame atta kokoro wa kitto Sonna jibun wo aishita no Boku mo itsuka wa aiserukana? Kimi no you ni nareru Boku wa no "dareka" wo aiseru kana? Naiteta ne, kimi wa naiteta ne, kokoro ga "naite" to mama Boku wo kirai ni naranai you ni, sou you ni Kimi wa aishitane, hito wo aishita ne, kokoro ga kare sou naru made Kimi no bun made, boku no tame, kareru Aishiteru to iu koe ga, naiteiru ni kikoeta ga itsuka hito wo sukuu no wo kimi wa isudemo shitteita no. ==Eng Trans== If we always remember how it feels to love someone Hurtful words never come to be Our full of love or withered, are always Pushing someone away, pulling them close again, and someday blaming it the moment Blurring away the faces of the ones we we search again for love We are kind because we want to be loved We do it shamelessly, that is what human is Your voice "I love you," sounded like a crying whisper Somehow I knew that day the heart woud be untrue to itself so kind to others that I can't help but want you to care more about yourself you have enough heart left in you for yourself? I'm no good, my it's my heart and I use it only for myself. How can you someone like me? Everytime I lied my own sake All you did was allow tears to from your eyes God knew everything would happen and he gave you open eyes And then realized that more than anyone, more than anything myself was the one I held the dearest that, despite all of that, your words tell a person like me They tell me that you loved me more than more than anything You didn't even know that was called kindness Your heart had always, always been for for someone else's sake, But how much have been able to love yourself? I was to gently, too kindly But how much was able to love someone else? They say words reflect how a person really is. Why did decide to make these words so close? Our hearts are always hiding silently behind words. Why did god create us with hearts so deep inside of us? If words and the heart in sync, if they became one Just how many of the sorrowful lies I spoke to you be turned into a gentle love? Everyone's the same; we all have "someone" just for So does that "someone" not exist for me? Because there is "someone love more than yourself", you like yourself I can say it now, that I like you more myself. I like the way I am now. The tears that are shed when cries for another, that is the evidence of the existence of love The who taught me that was you, you who created my heart "Who was this all It was for myself," I can say it now Because that is what living is, that is what being human I will no longer call kindness Your heart, which had always been for for someone else's sake, must have loved as well Will I be able to love can I become someone like you? How much will I be able to love "someone"? You cried, you as if your heart screamed for you to cry As if it praying so hard that you wouldn't hate me You loved, you loved someone, so much that you let your heart You even yourself wither Your voice saying, love you," sounded like a crying whisper As if you'd always known that our hearts would be only thing to save us